ooo....Good question! I used to be that way the majority of the time, I kinda got lost....then awhile back, I met someone who completely changed me...Well, not changed, just helped my true self come out, as this person saw the good in me all along. I'm so happy now, it's truly unbelievable! So, I would say to you, take a good look at the people who you surround yourself with, as that's where my poison lied, then surround yourself with positive people!