I have had homicidal thoughts running through my mind a lot more recently. I want to be placed somewhere neither of us can do harm, but I cannot stand to be fed meds again. Any options?

I know what it like to be fed meds that don't work. It's hard to get out of what you're feeling without a reason ( I found a really nice friend who didn't  care about what I did and  I could talk to). Try to find one, best wishes