Hey......don't be hopeless....It is human nature that they take small problems too emotionally and ruin their whole life for them.....Don't do it...have hope...be strong...Iknow what you are feeling...don't stop your pain! Let it out. Cry out loud, take out all your pain! And then you'll feel good.
You have to fulfill your dreams. Be thankful for this life, every person is unique - hunt your uniqueness in you and make it big!