I'm feeling angry at myself for not knowing who I am. I hate myself. I don't know how to talk to people and express myself. It's like I'm always watching what people have to say but I never have anything to say for myself. I hate being this way. Can someone tell me what's wrong?

I'm an Earth sign -Virgo- my spirit animal and native american zodiac is the bear and my Chinese zodiac sign is the tiger. I'm studying maths, psychology and sociology at college and hope start philosophy next year. I play the piano and violin. Please have a look at my websites: http://thesecretnovelist.weebly.com/ and http://wiccanme.weebly.com/ and follow on twitter @UnderstandWicca